When she left me, I left the world

she left me

One more dude, I said to the bartender in an extremely intoxicating state. Despite, controlling the tears at my best, they were coming out of my eyes. my extended goatee beard got all wet by my unstoppable tears and ‘Ldki beautiful Kar Gayi Chull’ is on.

Drunkards are trying to match their feet to the beats on the dancing floor. I’m in so much of bud that I’m hating that song & wants to kill that fucking DJ for why he is so ecstatic like he has come in a bloody marriage of his own father.

I’m choking, the whole face is wet because of sweating & tears, both are unstoppable. Now, I’m not able to sit properly because of high intoxication.

My eyes are getting heavy and they are closing itself. I’m unable to figure out things around me, all I’m seeing is the blurred bartender, blurred club chairs, some blurred couples enjoying.

she left me

My past was rolling in front of my eyes

Everything was running exactly in front of my eyes like the way it happened in the past. It was used to be very happy & jovial but the last month was life-changing for me. as on weekends I used to freak out with the love of my life Navya.

She was very beautiful from her heart & her external beauty can’t be described in words. Her height was enough to kiss my forehead easily. and She was very sweet, her humble nature always used to won my heart.

Her voice was very melodious like a sweet girl kid. Every time I met her, she used to kiss my forehead. Usually, a boy does that to her other half but my case was different. She was very caring, lovely, beautiful, cute, and simultaneously matured enough to tackle any problem in our life, and the best thing she always used to pamper me like I was a small kid.

For her, I was a little kid and she always reminds me to take daily meals on time, follow a proper daily routine so that I stay healthy.
If I tell about her, she was very finicky. She never likes to drink milk. Milk was like an enemy for her. But if in any case, she had a
glass of milk, the puerility she used to have in her voice while telling me was damn high, she used to say like ‘honey Aaaj Mene Na 1 glass Doodh Piya’. She was a soft-hearted girl who loved a boy named Rohit(me).

Rohit means me. A boy having a decent job in Hewlett-Packard India one of the most revenue-generating IT companies in India.

Our Relationship

For 4 years Navya & I were in a relationship. All was going fine. She was not just my girlfriend. She was more than a girlfriend as
there was a special relationship between us.

Without her I was like a Glass which is empty without water, I was like a smartphone without a charger, I was like a TV set without a cable connection, I was like a bike without fuel,

all I want to say is that I was incomplete without her. When I used to miss her, I always imagined her giggling face right in front of me.

That was my cute & sweetheart Navya. She was my life.

A call that finished everything

One day, I was in a bedroom suddenly my phone rang showing ‘papaji calling’, I received the call and said ‘Haa Papaji bolo’.
Beta your parents are in critical condition, they met with an accident, one random person said. It shocked me,

I didn’t know what’s that? Firstly, the thought that came in my mind was that it’s a nightmare but that was not true.

Beta, come to the Max Healthcare Hospital near Huda City Centre, he said. Huh, I replied. I was driving very fast to reach there and
I got to know there that maa & paa both were died already because of excessive bleeding & failure of multiple organs.

It was shocking and I was shattered, I didn’t know what to do now? I was violently broken up into pieces. Don’t know what happened to me, not a single tear came out of my eyes. My leg was unable to support my body & I fall on the floor. My eyes were open but I was unconscious, I didn’t have an idea where I’m?

I was like a dead soul with a living body. I wanted to cry out loud, I wanted to scream, I wanted to weep but at that moment I couldn’t. The tears were not coming out of my eyes, my voice was stuck somewhere deep in my throat.

After that, I don’t know who helped me out of this unconsciousness. When this was happening to me, Navya was at her 2-week work-related trip to World’s Silicon Valley situated in San Francisco in the California state of U.S.

Bula le yaar Usse

At the funeral I was about to burn pyre of my parents, at that moment I realized that my eyes were wet. I was all alone.

My friends said to me that ‘yaar Rohit ab Toh call Karle Navya ko, Bula le yaar Usey’

but I told them about this working trip of Navya. I already knew that this trip was a dream project for her, it was the thing which was on top of her wishlist or to-do list of her diary which she had maintained since her teenage.

I don’t want to spoil her dream project for the things that happened & couldn’t be changed. 3 days after the funeral,
she called me all the way from California. By seeing ‘Navya calling’ on the screen of my phone, I got choked, my tears were continuously started coming out of my eyes.

I didn’t receive that first call from her because if she would figure out that something is wrong here then she will come back to India. So, I washed my face, took a deep breath and I called her.

Hi Rohit, she said.
Hi Navya, I replied.
Kaise ho? she asked.
I’m good Navya, tum batao, tumhari trip kaisi chal rahi h ? I said.
Navya – It’s very exhaustive, I’m very tired.

This was not our usual conversation,

I was in a confusion that a girl who always used to call me with honey, Shona, baby, or unusual but lovely and sweet nicknames was calling me Rohit. She never called me with my name Rohit, she always used says that I don’t like your name Rohit, its pretty 90s name.

I’m coming after 10 days, I want to meet you somewhere or at your home, she said. No, we’ll meet somewhere else, at Subway or KFC because renovation is going on in my home, I said. I know was lying to her but don’t know why I was lying.

Okay fine, I wanna take some rest because I’m very tired, she said.
Ok bye Rohit, she said.
Okay bye, I replied.
Love you Navya, I said.
But till then she already hung up the call.

After reaching India. She texted me and said that ‘Rohit I’m tired, I wanna take rest, We will meet the day after tomorrow. Okay, baby, u take some rest and take care of yourself, I replied. After that, there was no text from her.

Before reaching a subway, I called her and said I’m reaching the subway. She said that I am coming and hang up.

Finally, she came

It’s more than an hour since I’m waiting. Finally, she came. I was very happy to saw her. Just about to break out in front of her but
I controlled my tears, my emotions and I simply hugged her but her hands were straight, she didn’t embrace me in her arms.

I wanted that hug, I wanted her hands around my cheeks and lips on my forehead, what she usually does to me. We both settled down on chairs.When I was just figuring out how to tell her about my parents.

She bluntly said, Rohit I’m getting married.

I was speechless, I was collecting words at that moment to say something. Its next month, she said. I laughed out loud and asked, you are kidding me?

I was not really laughing, I was pretending to be. When she not reacted, then I realized that I can’t handle this situation.
The tears started to drop down from my eyes, I was convincing Navya for not to leave me. I wanted to tell her that I’m all alone
but I also don’t want to change her decision by asking for sympathy from her.

I was crying, I held her hand tightly and said please don’t go Navya,

I will gonna die. In reply she said,

nobody dies for anyone and omitted her hand from mine and she left me.

She was not reacting to my emotions. After losing my parents she was the only one I had in my life. So, I didn’t want to lose her. Now, I was desperate to have her in my life.

I even joined my hands in front of her, was crying. But for her, everything was nonsense. I love you a lot Navya. Please, don’t leave me.

In my mind, one thing was running that

‘Kiske Liye Rolu, maa-paa ke Liye ya Navya k Liye jo Mujhe Chhor k Jaa Rahi h ya ab jab tak Jeeunga tab tak akela hi rahunga iss baat k liye’.

She left me there only. My heart was crying.

Suddenly, a bartender woked me up and said ‘sir your drink’. I opened my eyes, moved my head up from the counter. I’m very high, I’m not able to stand properly, I have taken that drink & pelted it on the floor.

After taking an exit, I’m in my car. Driving back to my all alone world, my home which has now become a house without feelings.

Navya is in front of me & we both are smiling at each other. Suddenly, a truck from the right side rammed over my car.

Now, I’m feeling very relax, Navya’s cute face is in front of me. ‘Doodh Piliya Karna daily’ I said to Navya in my mind, my eyes are closing. Now, like my soul, my body is also dead.

She left me and I left the world.

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